Andy was receptive, almost caught in a trance, and he opened a little, letting Jim kiss him a little deeper. Jim was talented with his lips- he slowly worked Andy's lips open, just enough, and swept his tongue along Andy's bottom lip. Andy inhaled sharply, but his breath calmed after a second, letting Jim do the work. Then, he leaned down, and carefully brought his lips to Andy's, slotting them together in a gentle kiss. "If we're gonna do this?" Jim raised an earnest eyebrow, "You gotta stop killing the mood by calling me that."Īndy swallowed, and Jim placed a tentative hand on his shoulder, reaching up with the other to hook a finger under his chin. His tirade was cut short by Jim taking his arm and positioning him against the wall. I don't know who I like anymore, I can't stop thinking about this, it's literally keeping me up at night, it won't leave me alone, I don't know how much longer I can-" "Aw no, I'm fallin' down the rabbit hole here. "But I do want to!" Andy grimaced again, "That's the problem!" He covered his eyes. don't have to do anything you don't want to." "Alright, well do I have to have sex with a guy?" Andy winced. "You know what, I'm not gonna answer that." "Andy, if you're so worried about it, you should do some experimenting! See what it's like to have sex with a guy, then compare it to sex with a girl." "How did you know?" Andy narrowed his eyes.
you're freaking out 'cause you think you're gay?" Jim asked. "What's up?" Jim asked softly, and Andy checked past him to make sure the blinds were sufficiently closed. Jim looked up, and nodded slowly- Andy got up when he saw that, and headed in to get to some coffee. Jim ignored his deskmate, and opened the crumpled ball Andy had tossed over. "Work," he smiled back, and Dwight looked up with a scoff. "Tuna!" Andy called, "Watcha up to?!" He tossed a ball of paper over, and Jim grabbed it off his desk. It sounded so sad put that way, but really, it's how Andy functioned at his best. He worked best doing what other people were doing, reflecting personalities, not having one of his own. Over at his desk, Andy tried to think of other things to do. "Do you like Golden Girls, Oscar?" Kevin continued to snicker. "For the opening theme! I love the opening theme!" Watched Golden Girls." Kevin stifled a laugh, and Andy looked over. "What did you do last night?" Jim continued to smirk, and Andy sputtered. "Yeeep!" Andy waved, leaning back in his chair, "I'm good. "Wow, do not know where that one came from." Jim just exchanged smirks with Pam, and nodded. "Not me when I look at a man!" Andy forced out a laugh, and began to shake his head. Wooooeeeeooo!" Jim looked over and frowned. "Sorry, eeergh!" He made a face, clenching his fists and slapping on a smile. "Something bothering you, Andy?" Phyllis asked, and Andy looked up, dropping his briefcase on his desk. Would I make out with Erin if she was a man? Heck to the why not.Īndy's smile dropped, and he shook his head, hurrying to his desk as Erin wondered what she did wrong. Would I make out with Erin? Heck to the yeah.
He needed to get his head back into the game. He was distracted by everything this morning- he even forgot the alto harmony to Eye of the Tiger on the car radio this morning. Like, he kind of, sort of liked it? A little?Īndy let out a frustrated noise as he dropped his keys under his car. but if he closed his eyes and tried really hard to imagine making out with a guy, he wasn't 100% grossed out by it. So what was the big deal? If he liked girls, he couldn't be gay. That'd be stupid! He just found himself irrationally terrified that he wasn't just a heterosexual gay rights supporter, but an actual gay person, and Oscar wasn't much of the wise guiding light Andy expected him to be on this when he had talked to him a week ago. He obviously didn't have a problem with gay people, or lesbians, or anyone because of their sexual preference. Yes, the Nard-Dog was in a complete and utter wrestling match with gay panic. If Andy was to say he'd been torturing himself nightly since then over whether or not he found guys as attractive as girls, he would be lying.
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